testing

under pressure and under time...

1 week before the project system presentation

2 week before the all final test begin

3 week before all final examination for this sem begin..

FUCCK!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTIIIIIIIIIIOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN GLERERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

HARI RAYA WEYHH!!!!!

hahaha.. i didnt blogging for quite a while. will do after this i guessed. anyway i want to wish u all

selamat hari raya aidilfitri!!!!!

maaf zahir batin ok???

nobody knows it but me...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XqBCkUG3vM

why im being like this?

i had been not updating my blog quite a while...

i had been lazy around and wasting time evryday...

i had been sleeping lots n lots since fasting started...

i had not been work out or playing basketball lately...

i had not been doing my assignment and not submit it for few weekss..

i always feel lonely and have no one to go out with...

i wish to go out for berbuka with smone evryday...

i wud like to say that i miss u lotz n lotz.

i just dunt think and have guts anymore to hoping for u n been hurt again...

i dunt call or sms u bcaused of that...

i inside me... the truth is i really do miss u...

i think its better apart bcause u wont see me as im not smone who is ur taste n stuff...

i had been single for 2 years n after meeting u im hoping for smthing...

i guess this is the end of my hoping...

i still wonders shud i cntnue keep in touch with u but it will just make me more suffer...

i need to wake up back and being awesome again...

i need to believe its not bad being single cos...

i have my frens to cheer me up...

i think its time for me to start my study back and get in track..

i must do it for my better future...

i am sorry for playing one side..

i am sorry to myself for not being the best person...

i am sorry to those who had crush on me that i didnt reply ur feeling...

i am afraid to reply my crush feeling as i dunt think i can be loyal to u...

i am hoping nobody will read this...

i will open a new book with new aim and new ambition...

i had say all out wat i feel for 2 month i kept it in my heart...

i had done with all this sad feeling n stuff

i believe its time for me to stand by my own feet again and fight all out

i believe this is end of it...

NEW OF ME WILL BEGIN :)

h1n1 holiday

h1n1 or influenza A or most known as swine flu oink oink had been a serious problem in malaysia lately. surprisingly uitm student also had been effected by this h1n1. i dunt knw how they got it but bcaused of that 4 uitm campus had been closed as a pre-cautions before the decease effected towards other person. they were close for one week to decreased the h1n1 problem. start from that incident. all uitm campus also been closed as a h1n1 holiday / mid-sem break. but the bad news is they make the mid sem break earlier than it shud be. supposedly mid sem break is during raya holiday. means they will shorten the raya holiday this time. damn it.. their point for these h1n1 mid sem break is to quarantine those student at home so they can get well and not been effected. but like hell it will avoid us from going out and having holiday! hahahahaha... am i rite? well for me i had a blast for h1n1 holiday this time. i had fun with my coursemate at bukit ayer waterfall and penang!

bukit ayer waterfall
well seems there are no such water theme park at perlis. we decide to go have fun at bukit ayer waterfall. it was a really sudden plan. and that was the best part a trip without a plan. when we arrived at the waterfall there are quite lots of people there. but we got our spot n start to changed and swimming and jumping and doing summersault. hahaha.. got some funny video while we were there.. njoy.


pakat mai penang
3 days trip at penang! it was a blast.. fucking best syiottt!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha.... members of penang trip HAziq(owners cars..), me(penang drivers as im the only person who knows around there), aliff(as the highway driver) and lasty norlizairi as the BAPUKZ finder... ahaha.. we drive there using haziq car. we stay at haikal's house for 2 nights.

First day. arrived at haikal's stall and have lunch there for FREE! his mum are soo kind and frenly. then we decide to go to batu ferringhi beach to look out wat they have there. we ride the ferry to the island. then straight to the beach. i did singgah at kara's bf shop to meet her up. miss her lots anyway.. hehe. she seems happy n njoying her hols with her bf kiddy.. then we went straight to the beach and mandi-manda there lah.. the best part is i pay rm20 to ride a horse. it was my first time tho to ride a horse. and it was my first time fall from the horse. hhuhu... a memory that i wont ever forget. then we did shopping at batu ferringhi night market. find lots of cool stuff there. i bougt a somfu(chinese men wears), a necklace that got my name written on it, a cool hat and a shorts. then we went back that night to haikal's house and rest.

SECOND DAY. i wake up early because had make promise to sharwina eilynn to go out for breakfast. glad to meet her tho. the last time i meet her was last year arau open. but that time we were'nt close much. but we are now. yippie. then i back to my fren and we go for shopping again at sunway carnival. surprisingly i bump into kara again at there. she were shopping alone. then i accompany her for a while and have a talk with her. we did have fun shopping together rite kara? n we did meet nia who is working at there as well.. hahaha... seems its a dbater surprised outing.. kih2. then that night haikal brought us to a char koe teow restaurant. and we did eat a lot! me alone eat 2 small plate of char koeteow and 1 plate of fried rice that contains 13 big prawns! and all of that just cost rm12! hahaha soo cheap wat.

THIRD DAY. we are prepared to went back. having lunch at haikal's stall for the last time. then straight to pc fair as i found out there are a pc fair at village mall SP. wat a coincidence isnt it? hahah. then after shopping again at the pc fair we went for bowling at jitra.. i beat them for the first round with 143 point!!! hahaha... we did a blast isnt it? and we realy njoy the h1n1 holiday!! woo hoo..

ps: h1n1 holiday supposedly for all of those student to quarantine themself at home to prevent from getting h1n1. hahaha

credit to haikal and his family for let us to stay there for 3 days.
credit to kara and sharwina for willing to meet me at penang.
credit to haziq for willing us to drive his car.. woo hoo


SAY NEXT TRIP! HADYAI OR LANGKAWI?!? JOM2 JALAN2... hahaha

new sem part 5

6 july 2009... thats the last date that i post a blog.. damn.. that was quite a long time.... its had been a while.. well the reason i didnt blogging for a while are bcause been busy with new sem and stuf.. and didt have the mood to write it. i dunt knw why. seems a lot of things happening around me. well i try to tell what happen lately.

NEW SEM
well im part 5 now. which is in 3rd year... just got one more year left for me to finish my diploma. then i will graduate with a diploma certificate woohoo... besides this is my last sem at uitm arau. as im gonna have practical for next sem! wehehe.... cant wait to feel the real life of working. theres dfrent btween wat we learn in class which is just theory and stuff while what we gonna face in reality are work and mostly are practical one and not just theory. cool! why its cool? bcause i prefer on doing practical work rather than reading and memorizing the theory and stuff...

back to the story of IM NOW A PART 5 STUDENT. well being a part 5 student bring a lot more pressure. NOT LESS PRESSURE OKAY? i got 7 paper to take for this sem. 6 paper have to sit for final exam. 2 programming project. 1 system project that gonna be used in uitm perlis website. 23 credit hours. class start at 8 am evryday.. hows that? fucking busy isnt it? haha. but i just have to be strong and thinking about this is my last sem at uitm arau. woohoo... thats the only reason i keep bear in my mind to keep me happy. most of the lecterur are gud enuf to help me scoring my paper. most of them are good and experiences lecterur. i didnt get any lecterurs that i hate. its hard to study and learn if u do hate someone realy realy much. same situation if u hate that subject. about activity.

DEBATE. i will be passive in debate club. i need to focus more for my studies as the result will help me determine where shud i go next. sorry guys. i do still luf the debate club anyway. just i cant make it to any tournie at the moment. pretty sad as i wont b seeing my cool dbate fren from other campus. huhu.

BASKETBALL. i still play basketball in the evening to keep me fit. hehe. there will be karisma again at intec shah alam. i dunt knw wether im qualify enuff to play for the university again. bcaused lately most of the player are improving and theres lots of new player in uitm arau now. cool. we wish to get gold medal again for this karisma. looking for it. basketball is fun. even short people can play this game. dunt be optimist if u are short. this is not only a sport for tall people or wat so ever. but this is one sport for evryone. wether u are boy or girl, young or old. just come and play. just feel a bit pissed as there are some players that started to act they are soo good and can say bad thing bout other people without thinking twice. really hate that kind of people... damn it. why they have to be exist. people. humans. we are living in the same level. there are no such perfect word for any of human in this world. please look at mirror to see bout urself before u correcting others with such ego. humans... always lik that.

STATUS
forgot to mention. me n my guy coursemate are now NR non-resident college. during the registration day. we go to register ourself to get the college as they told us in the internet that we got college for this sem. but surprisingly our name was in black list. they told us we didnt get college all of sudden. we were fucking shock and try to ask why this happened. and wats the reason we didnt get the college? funny excuse. they told us that we left our book during last sem. thats the reason why we didnt get college. STUPID ISNT IT? while my fren didnt get college becaused he left a broom in his room. hahahaha.... does both of these is a serious problem that makes us didnt get college? wat the fuck? we can accept if we didnt get college bcaused we are smoking or bring drugs into school. STUPID AHHH.... u think we didnt knw why we didnt get college? ITS BECAUSED THIS SEM THE INTAKE FOR PART 1 STUDENT ARE MORE THAN THEY EXPECTED WHICH IS 2000++. just tell us earlier that we didnt get college for god damn sake! can u imagined a student from sabah n sarawak come to check but didnt get the college huh? where they gonna stay until they get a place? uitm is using an internet system. why dunt u make an announcement in the internet itself to tell bout the problem like other uitm campus? its easier if we know earlier that we didnt get college. they also not updating the information in the internet. SOOO STUPID! and i did heard bout uitm shah alam problem as well. they make announce that student's parent who salary less than rm1000 only can apply for college. nowadays most of the job are rm1000++ laa.... please la... not reasonable at all..... rit now my coursemate staying at rent house after lots of bad things happened. while for me i just stay at my house as its near with the campus. lucky me? am i? i dunt think so... bcaused i had been controlled by my parent and stuff. i really need FREEDOM. i cant wait to get out from perlis.

TO UITM PERLIS. PLEASE DO UPDATE UR INTERNET SYSTEM AND DONT BRING LOTS OF PROBLEM TO STUDENT

basketball game kedah utara open

yo yo yo wassup2!!!!! i love basketball soo much! its soo cool n best gler main basketball... hahaha... so i join one team from alor star to take part in kedah utara open basketball match! n our team names are taman rimba banditz... we look lik bandit?? uhh kinda... lol...

monday

i paint my house today. well not voluntarily but forcely by my dad... hhuuhu..... ahhh y im such a lazy bump?? i nid to change my attitude for the good. huhuhu. i also burn up myself during painting the house... ouh my english getting suck. what happen to me meh... hand of painter

lastly we went for dinner and eat steamboat. thats the only good for the day today. huh. im getting lazier..steamboat.

epoh mali

jus tback from epoh. when visiting my uncle who had been warded at hospital pantai puteri for some bacteria desease that attacking his body n sistem saraf. he cant walk. pity of him. he looks realy sick n exhausted. stay at hotel sri malaysia that night. nothing much special bout the hotel except they got wifi. lol. nahh... the story is soo bored. but i felt realy sad whenever i went to hospital. seeing sick people resting in their room. n some of them waiting for the moment where they going to leave this world which is dead... uhh... :(

wats happening today on friday

well after one month. today is the first day i wake up early at 6.30 am. lol. went online and surprised with the news that pop star michael jackson had passed away. seems the world had lost a legend guy that is sooo awesome. stil rmember his cool dance n pop. well im not realy crazy on him or his fan much. but i do respect him as he is one of the best performer and singer. may he rest in peace! surely evryone will rmember of him.

then i went to alor star for basketball training. durh.. my teammates keep asking me to go. rit now on the wat to epoh to visit my uncle who was been warded

why are u still single?

i had found this funny quiz in facebook where they asking why are u still single. so heres the answer dat i got. lol

You're Expecting Too Much

Sure, you deserve to meet your dream guy/girl, but maybe s/he isn't exactly what you've read about in fairy tales or seen in the movies. Sometimes we think we've found ''the one'' after just a couple of dates, but that very rarely happens in real life. Don't confuse that initial dating euphoria for a ''happily ever after' situation-- jumping into things too soon can scare someone off or rush what could potentially be a good thing. So just remember to play things by ear and not get too excited, too soon.

i had found this funny quiz in facebook where they asking why are u still single. so heres the answer dat i got. lol

horror dream

its smhow i was in a place.... where like a field. but with bamboo around it. theres like 6 people of there. and suddenly smhow its raining and the place was flooded. one of the people in there told me to jump on the bamboo because there is 2 crocodile inside the water. i managed to 'panjat' the bamboo and safe. then suddenly the crocodile came out.. from the water n try to eat me. i pull out the bamboo and impale the bambbo to kill the crocodile. n suddenly the guy shout to me there were jin tanah besides me. and i was like wtf? i impale those jin tanah with the bamboo oso.. huhu.... kinda weird dream eh?

new activity to do!

seems i keep going on with unproductive thingy. i had came up with my mind where i shud snap random picture evryday. at least one a day to put it in my facebook n blog! yeh! even though i just used simpe digital camera but i wil try to make it cool. hehe

uhh... again... another unproductive day

wake up late at 12 today. mums didnt wake me up.. haha... silly me. my head was like spinning when i wake up. maybe too much sleeping. its not good ok? didnt take bath and straight to open my laptop n online. internet is soo important to me. luckily i take computer science as my studies. haha. then feel hungry n hunt for food at the kitchen. my mum cook bone soup.. ouhh.. my fav! i like. hehe. eat in front of the laptop while watching how i meet ur mother. then stay online until i got bored. durhh... evryday are the same. 2 more weeks left. i need to do smthing to make my day bombastic! ahhh... help me. laksam for my dinner..

how to tell u likes smone?

HOW TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES A GIRL :=
1) The guy will try to make you laugh
2) he'll flirt with you when he can
3) he might try to show off around you
4) he'll help you out, if you ask for it
5) he'll stick up for you when you need it most
6) he might call you for no good reason
7) he'll be friendly to you and all of your friends
8) he might make fun of you, in a joking way
9) he'll tell you that you did good, even if you did horrible
10) he'll make eye contact with a happy grin on his face


HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES A GUY
1) the girl will laught at your jokes
2) she'll stare at you with a smile on her face
3) she'll ask you who you like, continuously
4) she might try to make u jealous
5) she'll beg that you do everything for her
6) she might talking to your friends
7) she'll talk to you about the different varieties of guys
8) she'll always seem to be talking about how nice you are
9) she'll always be flirting with every other guy except you
10) she'll always ask what to do in a bad situation

2 week before new sem started

well 2 week left. countdown!!! huhu 1,2,3... durh.. im so lazy to start new sem. have to weak up early n stuff.. waaaa..... lazy meh....

lately i just wake up late, online, playing ps2, playing basketball n sleep... such a happy life i had.. lol. got basketball game in two more weeks. cant wait.. im practising to prepare for the game. n my team' name are taman rmba bandit. r we look lik bandit? durh..

updating......

linux workshop
well right after my final exam all part 4 computer science student had stay at uitm to join the linux workshop.. it was been held for 3 weeks straight.. it was tiring when people keep asking me hey wat is linux. wat does they do. is it about the penguin logo or sumthing. so heres the answer, linux is an operating system like windows n macintosh. the benefit of this workshop is we learn bout the linux itself, how to use it, how to hack it (thats the best part anyway) and how to install the software into it.. besides they also show us our future job n wat way we can choose for our future. and the best part is evry student got free mp4. while best student from the class get a free laptop for free! cool aite? sadly the degree student get the laptop...


arau open
arau open debate championship was a blast this time! im sooo happy to meet all my old n new frens back at arau... lol. we got participant from international. which are from indonesia, taiwan and pakistan. then there were an outing day which been organised by me (because im originally from arau huhuhu) . we went to padang besar, gua kelam n kuala perlis. they told me it was really fun. will update some of pix after this. the winner for arau open are iium. congrates to them.


austral selection
right after arau open there were austral selection been held right at arau. huhu. it was been charged by mr.great n scary guy iqbal hafiz. well after a while for me not dbating. im kinda suck! haha thats all i can say. anyway we had fun where all of brunch campus regroup n stay for the selection.


icrc dbate
after 2 week from arau open there were icrc dbate at uitm shah alam. i joined n team up with sabrina n weza... haha. our team named were melarau! serious gler punya nama.. people keep wondering where we come from. hahaha.. its actually arau + melaka = melarau. lol...
we had fun where we staying at intekma resort. get a junior suite room. its cool!


kl trip
well credit to weza, ash n blue for showing me around kl which places that i nver been there yet, i dunt knw there are waterfall n sunset place in kl. thats was smthing new.. haha


train journey
i went back by train which take 12 hours of journey from kl central to arau. pretty bored cos i dunt knw wat to do in the train... huhu

list to do

damn didnt write smthing at here for quite a long time.. huhu. topics that need to write bout:

1) linux workshop

2) arau open

3) austral selection

4) basketball training at alor star

5) icrc dbate

6) kl trip

7) train journey

monday

well its monday today. n its raja perlis bufday. hey happy bufday ya old men! hahaha... sory...

didnt mean to. but id do wish u happy bufday! 

well nuthing much happen today. morning. went out to have breakfast with my mum n lil bro.

then shopping at the only shoping complex got at kanga which is the store a.k.a kayangan square.

then went back home n online. got some surprising message from smone. huhu. which makes me thinks a lot. gaa..

then at evening ride my motorbike wave 100 blue color kbn 2672 went to alor star to play basketball there. since there are no malay basketball player much around at perlis i have to go to play at alor star. but believe me its worth! hahaha

sudenly they ask me to join them to play for some basketball tournament open on june. cant wait!! hehe. i nid to start jog n went to gym. to build my fitness back. i want to focus at my basketball career.. yeehhh!!!!!!!!! gambate!

un-updated blog.

ouh damn. i didnt update my blog for ages. many things had hapened lately. such as

final exam.

been left by girl.

sems hols.

linux workshop.

spaghetti. durh..

i nid to start blogging back.

nice isnt it? wish i hv smone to gv

unfair

Unfair

You find it hard to sleep 'cause when you close your eyes
You still got her picture hanging on your mind
You wish you didn't need what you just cant have
But there ain't nothing you can do

There's not a second that you don't think about her
But she don't even think one single thought of you

Why does love got to be so unfair
Making your heart see something that's just not there
Why does love got to be so unkind
Making you hurt so bad no it's just not right
Why does love got to be so unfair

Oh why does love got to be so unfair baby
Its such a sad affair
When you give your heart
And the one you give it to
Just goes and tears it all apart
You wish you didn't care
Didn't care at all
But all you do is care too much

There's not a single night you don't dream about her
But you're the very last thing she'll be dreaming of

Why does love got to be so unfair
Making your heart see something that's just not there
Why does love got to be so unkind
Making you hurt so bad no its just not right
Why does love got to be so unfair

Ohh it's a sad fact it's the cold hard truth
Sometimes you're gonna learn that love is cruel
Sometimes you're gonna find out
Gonna find the one you love
Just don't love you

Why does love got to be so unfair
Making your heart see something that's just not there
Why does love got to be so unkind
Making you hurt so bad no its just not right
Why does love ohh why does love got to be so unfair

Why does love got to be so unfair
Making you heart see something that's just not there
Why does love got to be so unkind
Making you hurt so bad no its just not right

found it in 2dudes

Every time I must say

Goodbye to you,

I feel so down and low

Every night I think of you,

You take my heart away.

 

Didn’t know what a true love

Means to me until now,

Didn’t know why loves cry,

Couldn’t wait to see your smiling face,

Every time you face the restless world,

Will you remember me?

 

And whenever you need a gentle world,

Why don’t you call me up?

I’m the one

For you when things get rough and hard,

 

Couldn’t wait to hear

Your endless deams,

Couldn’t wait to hear

Your endless deams,

 

Sing a love song for me

Sing for me a serenade,

Make happiness ours,

 

Sing a love song for me

Sing for me a serenade

And leave loneliness alone

sunday oh la la la with my mum n lil bros

well seems evry sunday i went out. last sunday i went out to pacific n have romantic dinner at menara alor star. kinda cool. first time eating there. n gues what? while u are eating the floor are moving. no wonder they called the place restaurant pusing. hahha.. luckily the spin floor just slow n slow n slow. the view always changed. kinda cool place la. thinking that shud i do the party there?? haha.. it wud be great. but to afford 400 people? nah i dunt think so... gues wat? i did talk to the manager bout idea of doing the party at there.. haha. n he say he will come n meet me again at uitm arau to make a deal. COOL!  here the pix.

while for today i went out with my mum n lil bros to tesco. nothing much were der. my mum want to buy kitchen stuff n thingy. i went there n buy 3 cool body glove tshirt. this before im like a damn fanatic body glove t-shirt brand. stop 4 a while n i bet rit niw again i like Body Glove stuf.. haha crazy... my back still in pain. shit ahh.. i walk like an old men.... tshirt not for sale

for all of my frens

♥I promise you my heart♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise we'll never be apart♥
♥I promise not to hurt you♥
♥I promise to never make you cry♥
♥I promise to always trust you♥
♥I promise not to lie♥
♥I promise you forever♥
♥I promise you tonight♥
♥I promise you my respect♥
♥I promise to do things right♥
♥I promise to always be there♥
♥I promise until the end♥
♥I promise to always love you♥
♥I promise to be your best friend♥
♥I promise you my love♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise this forever♥
♥I promise our friendship is my life♥
♥u're the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,♥
♥u're the STAR to my BURST,♥
♥u're the M to my M,♥
♥u're the POP to my TART,♥
♥u're the MILKY to my WAY,♥
♥u're the FRUIT to my LOOP,♥
♥u're the MILK to my DUDS,♥
♥u're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,♥
♥u're the ICE to my CREAM,♥
but mostly....
♥u're the BEST to my FRIEND♥

one week left....

another unproductive day... haha. one more week left before the 5 hellish day started.. those 5 hellish day are 26,27,28,29,30.. 5 straight paper without a gap. can u imagined that?? fuckin bullshit isnt it?? ahhh... im soo lazy.... well i will try my best to stay up tonight and study. duh

this is wat i am. but now im not. im rather than sad person

Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.
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intresting quiz that i had try

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Here is the analysis:

You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

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