why im being like this?

i had been not updating my blog quite a while...

i had been lazy around and wasting time evryday...

i had been sleeping lots n lots since fasting started...

i had not been work out or playing basketball lately...

i had not been doing my assignment and not submit it for few weekss..

i always feel lonely and have no one to go out with...

i wish to go out for berbuka with smone evryday...

i wud like to say that i miss u lotz n lotz.

i just dunt think and have guts anymore to hoping for u n been hurt again...

i dunt call or sms u bcaused of that...

i inside me... the truth is i really do miss u...

i think its better apart bcause u wont see me as im not smone who is ur taste n stuff...

i had been single for 2 years n after meeting u im hoping for smthing...

i guess this is the end of my hoping...

i still wonders shud i cntnue keep in touch with u but it will just make me more suffer...

i need to wake up back and being awesome again...

i need to believe its not bad being single cos...

i have my frens to cheer me up...

i think its time for me to start my study back and get in track..

i must do it for my better future...

i am sorry for playing one side..

i am sorry to myself for not being the best person...

i am sorry to those who had crush on me that i didnt reply ur feeling...

i am afraid to reply my crush feeling as i dunt think i can be loyal to u...

i am hoping nobody will read this...

i will open a new book with new aim and new ambition...

i had say all out wat i feel for 2 month i kept it in my heart...

i had done with all this sad feeling n stuff

i believe its time for me to stand by my own feet again and fight all out

i believe this is end of it...

NEW OF ME WILL BEGIN :)