Wednesday, September 2

why im being like this?

i had been not updating my blog quite a while...


i had been lazy around and wasting time evryday...


i had been sleeping lots n lots since fasting started...


i had not been work out or playing basketball lately...


i had not been doing my assignment and not submit it for few weekss..


i always feel lonely and have no one to go out with...


i wish to go out for berbuka with smone evryday...


i wud like to say that i miss u lotz n lotz.


i just dunt think and have guts anymore to hoping for u n been hurt again...


i dunt call or sms u bcaused of that...


i inside me... the truth is i really do miss u...


i think its better apart bcause u wont see me as im not smone who is ur taste n stuff...


i had been single for 2 years n after meeting u im hoping for smthing...


i guess this is the end of my hoping...


i still wonders shud i cntnue keep in touch with u but it will just make me more suffer...


i need to wake up back and being awesome again...


i need to believe its not bad being single cos...


i have my frens to cheer me up...


i think its time for me to start my study back and get in track..


i must do it for my better future...


i am sorry for playing one side..


i am sorry to myself for not being the best person...


i am sorry to those who had crush on me that i didnt reply ur feeling...


i am afraid to reply my crush feeling as i dunt think i can be loyal to u...


i am hoping nobody will read this...


i will open a new book with new aim and new ambition...


i had say all out wat i feel for 2 month i kept it in my heart...


i had done with all this sad feeling n stuff


i believe its time for me to stand by my own feet again and fight all out


i believe this is end of it...


NEW OF ME WILL BEGIN :)

1 comment:

Unknown said...

uhh.... Really touch.. Tambah2 lagi i'm listening to "you light up my life" song... huhuhu.. bole nangis beb.