i had been not updating my blog quite a while...
i had been lazy around and wasting time evryday...
i had been sleeping lots n lots since fasting started...
i had not been work out or playing basketball lately...
i had not been doing my assignment and not submit it for few weekss..
i always feel lonely and have no one to go out with...
i wish to go out for berbuka with smone evryday...
i wud like to say that i miss u lotz n lotz.
i just dunt think and have guts anymore to hoping for u n been hurt again...
i dunt call or sms u bcaused of that...
i inside me... the truth is i really do miss u...
i think its better apart bcause u wont see me as im not smone who is ur taste n stuff...
i had been single for 2 years n after meeting u im hoping for smthing...
i guess this is the end of my hoping...
i still wonders shud i cntnue keep in touch with u but it will just make me more suffer...
i need to wake up back and being awesome again...
i need to believe its not bad being single cos...
i have my frens to cheer me up...
i think its time for me to start my study back and get in track..
i must do it for my better future...
i am sorry for playing one side..
i am sorry to myself for not being the best person...
i am sorry to those who had crush on me that i didnt reply ur feeling...
i am afraid to reply my crush feeling as i dunt think i can be loyal to u...
i am hoping nobody will read this...
i will open a new book with new aim and new ambition...
i had say all out wat i feel for 2 month i kept it in my heart...
i had done with all this sad feeling n stuff
i believe its time for me to stand by my own feet again and fight all out
i believe this is end of it...
NEW OF ME WILL BEGIN :)